26-04-10 20:08

It feels good to be in singing class. It is so obvious to me all I gotta do is put in work. Just work, daily. For me. The little things. Mountains of good ideas. A little discipline will take me far. Just go for the things. If I’m always gonna feel like shit I can’t let it stand in the way. And I can’t let it compound. Just get to it. Fuck the world. Fuck society. I’ll risk my life striving for greatness over safety and comfort. If I don’t feel like I’m risking my life am I even living? I ought to say the things I say. Speak what I believe. Do what I do. Even at the risk of this life. I never quite valued it when I was suffering anyway. But I value it. I must not fear. I must not allow emotions to be in control of me. I have free will. I just didn’t quite understand. There is a mountain of weight. No need to carry it. It carries itself.