26-04-02 17:36

This is the place to go when you don’t want to read but you don’t want to be distracted. Don’t forget that. Lately I’ve been feeling pretty fried. Just got into these disintegration loops(hah idk why I used that term, basisinski has a series of tracks called disintegration loops that is SOOO good). But yeah I’ve been getting pretty fried and not in a fun way. I suppose it happens. I just wanna dissociate sometimes. Maybe the world is too much. Or maybe I’m feeling the pressure on the surface because I’m not letting the world in. Maybe I’m just a bit too manual. Something’s people seem to do so automatically. Some things I seem to do so automatically. Let’s empty the scale instead of trying to balance the things on it. And just like that. I am. I am not. Maybe. Maybe not. Echos of ideas that made their way to me.

At least.

Who cares at least.

Why at least?

There is no need for consolation at least.

I almost tried to hit send.

Disappear.

And just like that I got pulled in.

Is it really a good idea to keep psychic vortexes in your pocket? Or the palm of your hand?

I have two days off a week and yet no free time.

All that time is spent going out or recovering.

Some time needs to be spent building.